GOING BACK
Speaking of Jack, I will see him this weekend. Each time there is so much change, it's amazing -- talking, physically more adept, even more fun. Then there's Brady -- a little charmer with the deepest dimples. I hear he's much more mobile since I was last with them, so he'll be fun too. Jack, I understand, is vying for more attention since this mobility has set in.
Ran into a different and new challenge in teaching this week -- the student who is unsuited for a class, and proceeds to do their own practice while I teach the other students a more gentle and therapeutic form of yoga practice.
My reaction -- to try to ignore and focus on the students who were appropriately in the class. Unfortunately, I observed that it was distracting to other students. We continued, everyone doing their best, following instructions (with one exception), and got through it.
What should I have done? Well, not sure. One opinion: I should have said something - which would certainly have been disruptive to the class. Another, that if this student appears in class again, that will be the time to talk -- before I begin teaching and find us in another uncomfortable situation. Since I didn't do option 1; I will do option 2 before beginning any class with this student.
In eavesdropping on a conversation this student was having after class (loudly - so, not hard to eavesdrop), it becomes apparent that her occupation is as a schoolteacher. I wonder what her reaction / action would have been if faced with a similar situation.
Interestingly, the situation created a rumble in me -- that of feeling upset about the impact on other students, and less than respected as the teacher. To resolve this, it will be important to say something when/if this student arrives in one of my classes again.
Enjoy Friday,
NOTES
What's this about? Call yesterday - new student, visiting from out of state, worried that she'll be 'bored' if she comes to a class at my studio. No yoga class should be boring; you can make of the class what you want and expect. Expect to be bored, and I'll bet you'll be bored; expect to listen and learn - no matter the level of intensity - and I'll bet you'll have a good experience (even if you don't break a sweat). Enough!
Found out per a Facebook quiz that I belong in South Dakota. The next day I get an invitation to join the Anusara® Kula of the Black Hills. Something supernatural about that. Pictures reflect a wonderful kula.
Cleaning my house in anticipation of a book club meeting tomorrow afternoon. I enjoy the group, but cleaning to host a meeting makes me question joining. Look for the good -- the house is getting clean (at least in the rooms to be used), pictures are getting hung, etc. As I dust, vacuum, clean glass shelves and 'nick nacks', I have to wonder what other parts of my life are getting ignored.
Back to paragraph 2 -- I can find enjoyment in cleaning my house. It's not boring or drudgery, I just need to adjust my attitude.
Watched John's video on the Yoga Journal website yesterday. Wouldn't you know the theme he used during this backbending practice was the 3 A's -- attitude, alignment and action; with emphasis on attitude.
I'll check my attitude and wish you a great day!
RUSHING, BREATHING, RUSHING SOME MORE ...
This not only means that he is here at home more, but it also means that some of my well-planned and enjoyed 'touches' (as in interior design) are being adjusted, as well. We have a number of mid-eastern carpets -- they are now mystically moving around the lower level. Breathe - surrender (not too much) - and soften.
And, he's bringing in some of the items from his old office -- things he had purchased for his own comfort. Those things - which are not part of MY plan are also mystically appearing in places otherwise occupied. Breathe - surrender (not too much) - and soften.
This may be more of an adjustment that I had anticipated.
I'll focus on yoga - teach more, go to class more, practice more. That should help.
I had a fun weekend of teaching. After some large classes during the week, the weekend shriveled up -- small classes = more intense teaching, for both me and students. Once in a while that's a good thing. I saw expanding poses, more attention to detail, and I got to know those students a bit better. All good things.
So, we look for the good. I need to apply that concept to home officing -- breathe - surrender (not too much) - and soften.
Reason for the quote -- Christina said exactly what I think when I stretch myself towards a seemingly unattainable or challenging goal.
Enjoy your week,
RECOMMENDING
Christina always has words of wisdom to share -- about poses, philosophy, how we approach our practice, etc. Good stuff for us to ponder, especially if we are moving into the practice of Anusara® yoga or teaching.
Sundari's entry this morning blew me away -- it was as if she was talking to me; I could hear her voice behind the words she had written.
Karen hasn't been quite as regularly since she returned from India, but her last entry about her parents was so well written. If you have ever met her, or practiced with her, you understand her more for sharing that part of her life, her family, with us.
Even when I'm not in a yoga class or training, I am still a student -- reading these blogs is a daily reminder of that. Trying to search out what these great yoga teachers have to tell me. Not that I will go off and repeat them verbatim; but, they are such good reminders of the teachings I've perhaps heard before.
For example, a few posts ago, Christina entered a note about 'just do it'. She wrote that there is no 'just do it' in our yoga practice. Wow! That strikes home with me, because each movement I do in a class or teach to someone doesn't come with a 'just do it' attitude. My practice and my teaching are too important for 'just do it'.
My practice and my teaching is always moving forward and growing, that's part of the process -- always being the student. You can be sure that - if there's one thing I'm learning from the teachers mentioned above and from others - both are infused with my very best effort.
So, I have a reading list of books needed to progress on my Certification path. Some of that is pretty heavy stuff. This is the reading (the blogs these teachers spend their time and energy putting together for us) that brings some of that other 'heady' reading more clearly into my field of understanding.
Check it out,
PROMOTING
All the GREAT Anusara® Yoga experiences (as in, workshops) being offered in Salt Lake during the coming months. We have:
- Cate Stillman, June 20-21, doing a yoga/Ayurveda workshop,
- Christina Sell, July 17-19, doing a Mid-Summer Journey into Anusara® yoga at my studio - The Yoga Center, http://www.yogautah.com/,
- Siana Sherman, August 14-16, doing a yoga workshop, and
- JOHN FRIEND, September 12-13, workshop.
All are so good, it will be hard to choose -- so, why not do them all?
That may not be financially or personally feasible (if you have any kind of home life or vacation plans), but it's a thought.
Of course, I want a good turnout at Christina's; but I understand the need to make choices.
NOTE: If you are even considering John Friend, you MUST apply by July 3. To do this, go to http://www.anusara.com/, click on Events/John's Events/scroll down to September 12-13/click on workshop. A new screen will appear with event info. As you read through it, you will see the button 'Apply'. Click on that button, and fill out the form.
Many people think they will never be able to experience John -- wrong. But, if you don't apply, you won't experience him. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
Enjoy your day,
SPINNING
Ever notice that - just about the time you think things are calming down, are under control - you really look at your calendar and each day has suddenly become filled with classes to teach, classes to take, studio management tasks, a bit of travel, preparation for Christina's workshop, etc., etc., etc. (Those etc.'s include housework and yardwork -- almost overwhelming!) Oh, and don't forget -- I am still striving to get that Certification application in.
Breathe, surrender (but, not too much), stay open ...
Back to teaching --- my classes last week were fun. I seem to be gathering a somewhat loyal and regular (as regular as my demographic will allow) group of attendees. What I enjoy most is seeing the 'lights come on'. I love it when you can tell from the body language or the verbal exchange that the instructions and the students' actions as a result have created an opening and/or response in their bodies.
Looking back on my past years of yoga classes, I know that in the beginning I got pretty conditioned to just going through the motions -- not noticing what was happening. That is, until Anusara®. Anusara® makes me think; it gives me tools to explore what's happening as I practice (those same tools help me grow in my practice).
I hope that, as I observe my students, they are noticing -- they are figuring out the puzzle, as I call it -- 'if I do this, this happens; if I do that, that happens', and so on. It will make them much more aware and able to bring more yoga into their practice (and lives), and - we hope - it will make yoga a more important and valuable part of their routines.
So you don't think I'm totally oblivious to what's going on, I do know there are yoga teachers out there who don't teach Anusara®, but who do bring this level of awareness to their students' practices. I see them do it each day in my studio. Kudos to them!
Enjoy your week,
CHANGE IS IN THE AIR
Take a breath, surrender (but, not too much), and stay open -- that must be my mantra over the next weeks, months, etc.
Why, you ask? Because my husband will begin working from home -- from an office located IN our home. Explanation: his company was recently sold and the buying corporation supports their consultants out of home offices. I guess with the amount of traveling required in his profession, that does make economic sense.
So, unless he is traveling, my quiet time at home will need to be adjusted.
Look for the good, you say. Well, it will be preparation for his retirement in 5 or so years. Also, as we prepare the new home office -- the house is getting a cleaning it has needed for a LONG time.
Don't get me wrong, after 25+ years of marriage, I still love and enjoy his company. I also enjoy my current routine; which allows me a ton of freedom. It will be an adjustment, a re-alignment, and will probably work out just fine. Change, tho, is never easy.
This, too, is yoga -- just off the mat.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FRIEND
I will spend this post talking a bit about her and our friendship. It was an unlikely match -- the one thing Judy and I had in common when we started running together was that our sons played on the same soccer team. We got to talking at one of those games and decided running together could happen and for the next several years our six-mile runs happened each weekday morning (and some weekends).
It was Judy who introduced me to Pete Egoscue (who, in his training, uses a good deal of yoga-influenced movement). We also ran many 10-k's and half marathons together (we had our own 'merry little band' of runners, at that time-- oatmeal & beer for breakfast after the Coronado Bridge Half Marathon is just one of many fun memories ). Judy also convinced me that we should and could run a Marathon. We did it -- the Victoria, BC, Marathon -- we all finished in reasonably good shape.
Additionally, there were many walks in our neighborhoods, lunches, walks on the beach, and sharing our sons' soccer games.
She expanded my world and I will always be grateful for that.
We are still friends, and there are some days that I'll get a phone message telling me she's walking on the beach and missing me. Wow! Those messages bring tears to my eyes (even as I write this, I'm tearing up).
So, Happy Birthday, friend. Aren't friends wonderful ! ! !
100 POSTS ! ! !
As has been a pattern in my life, many efforts start strong and fizzle (we just need to take a look in my knitting closet). For whatever reason, this endeavor has a developed a life of its own -- and now that I've done 100 of them, it certainly must be a habit.
All I know is that I have fun writing, thoughts of what to write about come easily (99% of the time), and it is now a well-embedded part of my routine - just like my yoga.
Yesterday was a BUSY day. Yoga with Wayne, Pilates with Cindy, lunch, routine doctor's appointment, teach 4 pm YogaHour.
Wayne's class was especially fun -- we spent most of it preparing for backbends. Then I did a couple reasonably successful urdhva dhanurasana's (they're still a work in progress, but so much better). His apex pose for this practice was eka pada rajakapotasana - full on, grab the foot style. Only, everyone but one person used a strap.
First time through he had us use a loop of about 2-feet. That worked ok, but I found my foundation lacking so didn't get a sense of much accomplishment -- too much wobbling. Luckily (though that wasn't my thought process at the time), he had us do it a second time AND shorten the strap. A sure recipe for disaster, I thought. Surprisingly, with what I experienced the first time through, it was easier to set and hold my foundation, get that SHORTER loop over my foot and hold it, turn the elbow, grab the strap with both hands and get the foot in closer to my hands/head. All with much more stability and sense of accomplishment.
Ever notice how important that 'sense of accomplishment' is? Having the a pose go well makes me excited to try the pose again, no matter how challenging in the full expression it is. Just like my skiing or golf, a good last run or drive make me want to return.
A CONSPIRACY OR JUST ENERGY?
I did ask a few times, to be told "no, we don't talk about our classes with one another".
So, I concluded, it must be an energetic thing -- similar to when you mention something to a good friend or spouse, and they respond "I was just thinking the same thing!".
Each morning, I have a routine with regards to computer operation -- I check e-mail, I look at Facebook, I read my favorite blogs, then I log in to write in this blog.
Well, this morning wouldn't you know that Christina has written a similar entry to what I was referencing yesterday -- last paragraph, doors opening. Here is what she writes:
"My spiritual teacher says The Path is like a maze of rooms. The key to the next room is hidden somewhere in the room we are in and the key to the room after that is in the next room and so on. So we cannot skip a room. We have to really cover the territory of the current room, find the key, find the lock, understand how they work together and then enter the new room. And then we are a beginner to that room. Not un-practiced, not without transferable skills, but still, in a whole new room." Christina Sell
My conclusion is correct -- it has to be an energetic thing. Looking forward to exploring 'new rooms' with Christina in July.
Enjoy your day,
GEARING UP
And, that includes students -- not just instructors. The belief that workshops are only for instructors seems to be a misconception among the student population at The Yoga Center. Wrong, wrong, wrong!
Workshops are opportunities to work just a bit harder, experience a new instructor, and - probably - have a breakthrough or two during the event.
I remember my first workshop -- Anna Forrest at Centered City (not what you would call a 'relaxed' session). I signed up for Friday evening, thinking that was all I could do (or wanted to do). At the end of the evening, I was hankering for more; so -- lucky for me, someone had cancelled and there was space in Saturday's sessions. I committed to the morning.
At the end of the morning, I was still looking for more; so, I wiggled my way into the afternoon session.
Granted, my yoga expertise at that time was limited. I relied a lot on Anna's assistant to 'show me the ropes'. The valuable things for me to remember are:
- I enjoyed it, it was fun,
- I did 9 (NINE) hours of yoga in two days, and
- I am sure I had a breakthrough or two -- even if one of those 'breakthroughs' was just making it through the 9 hours and still being able to function.
Enjoy Wednesday,
SHE'S BACK
Luckily I got to the airport early enough to catch an earlier flight, so I was home in time to watch the light show last night (lightning). It also meant I wasn't flying in that storm, whew!
Ever notice how some days things just 'click along'? No glitches, nothing to worry about? What is that? Whatever it is, it was with me yesterday. Getting ready to leave, no last minute panic attacks on the part of my parents. Arriving at the airport early, no problems turning in rental car or checking in to expected flight. Security was a breeze. Walked up to the gate, noticed a plane out there -- going to SLC -- could I get on? "Why, YES, and we won't charge you any more to make that change AND we'll give you an exit row seat WITHOUT a neighbor!" Be still my heart!
On the homefront all is well (even the birds survived -- they tend to get forgotten when I'm not around).
The one potential negative of the day fizzled out -- a call related to the swamp cooler at the studio. That may have just been an oversight of the technician who turned it on, and Sam took care of it. At least, since he (Sam) didn't call me back, I'm hopeful that's the situation. I'll know more later this morning.
Sometimes I think it has a lot to do with our attitude; our opening. I began the day with no other expectation than I was going home. All the plusses were just boons that came my way unexpectedly and unforced.
It works the same way in my practice -- trying to force a pose rarely works for me; allowing a pose is a much better recipe for success.
June is busting out all over! (There's a theme in there, I know it.)
JUST AS I THOUGHT . . .
Every instructor has his/her own style of teaching, developed over years of study. Karen's style is like you're sitting in her home, over a cup of tea, but she still has you work hard. She is relaxed, yet there is no question that you are learning and studying while in her presence.
My style is still developing (and, I'm sure will always develop). But, one of the greatest compliments paid me was by Sundari. She noted that, since I have studied with a number of teachers and very frequently with John, I don't sound like anyone else -- I sound like myself.
I've never really enjoyed listening to my voice. But, I also notice when an instructor sounds like his/her teacher -- using the same verbage and intonation. That's not a criticism, just an acknowledgement that their voice has yet to develop.
Thankfully, that part of my teaching doesn't need much more work -- according to Sundari, I have my own voice. Now, I need to work on making it say the right things at the right time and inspire people. Not an easy task -- always a work in progress.
Have a good day!
IDAHO, HERE I COME
One of the fortunate parts of my life is that where I live, and where we regularly visit, there are Certified Anusara® instructors available. It is fun and expanding to visit other studios, experience other teaching, and other yoga communities.
Never have I understood why some people choose to limit their yoga experience to just one instructor. (That's my bias coming through.) I love to hear how other instructors phrase their instructions, how they take us into poses, how they sequence their classes, how they interpret the philosophic aspects of this practice.
I remember something from each of the instructors I have studied with. You can take a 'pearl of wisdom' from each -- even if the instructor doesn't prove to be one of your favorites (we can't like everyone). But, they all have something to offer us.
Disclaimer -- this blog is a bit scattered and hurried, because I keep getting interrupted to chat. Next time, I'll stay in my room as I write it.
Enjoy the weekend,
HOW EASY TO FORGET
I try (very hard) to forget that I wore my socks to the first 3-4 yoga classes I attended. Not sure what I was thinking, but I was bound and determined NOT to remove those socks!
Also, I remember worrying that EVERYONE was watching me. And, my flexibility was about nil, so - in my opinion - it would have been fun to watch!
It also took me 3-4 efforts to get to the studio and get in the door -- it's pretty daunting to endeavor to try a totally different type of activity, no matter how good people tell you it is. It can be way out of our comfort zone.
Frequently, I receive e-mails from students who want to start. They worry about just what is involved, what do they wear, do they need equipment, do they take their shoes off, and - I'm sure - many just forego the practice because they're not sure exactly what yoga is or what it involves.
It is important for me to remember all of this when meeting a new student (new to the practice, that is). I have the 'power' to make or break their experience and their future in yoga. I want them to continue, even if it's not with me as their teacher or at my studio.
Such a powerful and beneficial practice should be part of more peoples' lives. Important to remember my role in making people feel welcome and valued.
Enjoy your day,
REMEMBERING
The rain kept me inside most of Sunday, however - with rain threatening but the sun peeping through on Monday - it was time to get out. Decided some yoga was in order, and - knowing YogaTejas is just a short drive away - I headed into town. Cate was subbing and her theme for this class was 'remembrance'.
I'm sure many of you who went to a class (or did your own practice) may have experienced or used a similar theme. Hence my favorite (to the right, "The Decision"). It says a lot I can apply to my life. Until yoga, I was following a similar path to my Mother (not a bad path, just not my path). Each time I came to a turn, I'd think -- 'this is eerily similar to something my Mother did'. So, I took a fork in the road -- where she turned right, I turned left.
What a difference a turn makes! Don't need to go into all the dreary details, but - suffice it to say - I am happier with myself and looking forward to continuing to age with Grace. I'm sure my parents are happy with themselves also, it's just I've chosen a different kind of 'happy'.
Back in Salt Lake -- I had planned to do the drive back today, but with husband holding down the fort in Salt Lake and work to be done, dogs and I drove back yesterday afternoon. Good drive -- traffic somewhat heavy, but not so bad as to hinder the drive.
BALANCE
My plan was to work on different balance poses in this practice. What I realized as I sat at the end of class, was that balance goes so much further than just poses. There is balance between the energy I draw into my poses and the organic extension of the pose. I knew that, but then I took it a step further and could find balance between the work the different body parts are doing.
Think about the standing leg in Virabhadrasana III. If all or part of the rest of the body is just 'hanging out' as we move into the pose, don't you think that standing leg might get a little 'irritated', not to mention tired?
I also noticed the impact of holding a limp foot in Natarajasana -- if I'm holding on to a 'dead fish' of a foot, the energy that transmits to the rest of my body is pretty ineffective (as in nil). It is so much more effective if we give life to that foot - energize it! We worked with that thought as we did the pose a second time with an improvement in everyone's pose.
So, balance in the working of ALL parts of the body in these poses. I have often said to students, 'all parts of the body work in this pose'. But, I have never realized it so fully as yesterday. (That thought also applies to the softening aspect of poses -- because, for some of us, softening is not so easy; it's work.)
What a fun class to teach. Loved it.
Hope your Sunday is relaxing -- if not, then maybe Monday,
BUSY, BUSY, BUSY
Just a note about blogs I follow:
Sundari - is blogging about her journey and teaching in Europe (Hooray!)
Christina - has been and continues to blog about teaching, philosophy and life with regularity.
Karen - is back. I think - after her trip and extensive blogging in India, she needed a vacation. Her blog contains info about her life, her teaching, philosophy, etc.
All are wonderful women with so much to share. And all three are connected by Grace, friendship and Anusara® yoga. We can learn so much from them, and more. I know there are a ton of blogs out there that are similar to these. Let me know your favorites.
Gotta run.
Enjoy the start of your weekend (unless you started enjoying it yesterday),
COMMUNICATION
I love getting any kind of communication from the 'home office'. It makes me feel like I belong, it gives me a connection, and it inspires me to keep working. Isn't it amazing how that little bit of acknowledgement (in this case, our name on an e-mail list of about 1,500 others) can motivate us, as individuals, to keep working and striving towards our goal.
His message was about the Denver Teachers' Gathering - a week-long training for Certified and about-to-be Certified instructors that is held each year; a short re-cap of the discussions there and included guidelines for Immersion and Teacher Trainings, plus birthday commentary (he's about to turn 50 -- to be older than your teacher is something for another post).
I can apply the same principle in my classes -- acknowledging everyone, from the least experienced to the most proficient. Everyone likes to feel that, to feel they are part of the group, to feel noticed.
I also notice that, when in workshops or trainings with John, it's also nice NOT to be noticed. That is an unspoken acknowledgement that I must be getting it; or at least close to getting it. But that awareness comes with years of working with him, of knowing what to expect, what his nuances in class are. Always listening. Always remembering that he is the guide, I am his passenger. Never anticipating and acting without his instruction. Sounds like I'm a robot, but that is part of the student-teacher relationship -- honoring the teacher and his/her wisdom and trusting that the instructions will take me to the most beneficial spot for me.
Enough said.
Wayne's class yesterday was excellent -- in fact, with all the details to alignment he was throwing at us, I would have thought (except for the voice) I was in a class with John. Good stuff and the fact that I understood and could incorporate the instructions into my poses is excellent! Thank you, Wayne, for the double excellent class!
Enjoy Friday and looking forward to a LONG weekend,
TO THE WALL . . .
The majority of students requested work on their upper back, opening the chest/heart. So -- add in a little Anusara®, and what theme/heart quality works better than gratitude? Several had significant life-altering events to be grateful for, but everyone in a class can find something to be grateful for --
Warmed up, did a few surya namaskars, then to the wall. First a couple shoulder openers (or, I like to think of them as pec openers, since these muscles take advantage of our tendency towards dropping the shoulders forward/down, and tighten up to really cement slouching as a habit in our body). Then shower pose (?) -- if anyone has a better name, let me know, but in this version of wall dog the hands are placed slightly above the head as the student steps back from the wall, allowing greater access to shoulderblades. Then wall dog.
I then decided we should try a modified utthita parsvokonasana at the wall. Standing with bent right knee facing the wall (about 1-2 ft away), right elbow to knee, take a breath and extend left arm over ear to the wall. Using that extended arm and the wall, being mindful of the shoulderblades, they got such great opening in this pose. Fun to watch; fun to teach. We did both sides twice, the second time placing the arm to be extended first on the rib cage. (The bent elbow really gives access to shoulder blades.) Moving into the pose, opening the heart, then extending the arm, using the wall as leverage to further open the upper body into the pose. Not a sign of kyphosis anywhere.
Back to the mats, for more standing & balance poses, to the floor and then a restorative pose -- placing a small roll under that stiff spot right about armpit level. Making sure their shoulders could touch the floor -- that required a bit of experimentation and a different size roll for each. Intense if the back is pretty kyphotic, so we held it for just a minute. Savasana - finally.
Hey, I sound like a yoga teacher!
Cleanse just rolling along -- the mornings are easier than later in the day. If I don't prepare food early in the day for the evening meal, then the question becomes "what do I eat". Near-panic can set in at that point. Trying to avoid that.
Enjoy Thursday,