AUSPICIOUS MOMENTS
- One morning, as I stepped out onto the porch, I looked up the drive towards the road. We have a log arch over our driveway entrance. Sitting on it that morning were the owls. If you follow my blog, you'll remember the two owls from a month or so back. They have appeared this Fall, sitting in trees on our property - hopefully, getting fat from the moles burrowing through our lawn. I went back inside to tell the others to come look. Just as we stepped back out onto the deck, the owls swooped past us, right over the top of my car. Everyone tells me owls are auspicious; Bonnie (from Montana) tells me that the tribal members from the Flathead Reservation relate owls to change.
- Discovering new ways to look at pieces of art in the museum is, in itself, auspicious -- I will never walk through a museum or gallery again without paying attention.
- Listening and hearing my fellow students in this training. Many blogs back I wrote about the skill of listening -- I am re-learning and practicing those skills here. Attitude - making up my mind to listen attentively; Aligning - making eye contact, not diverting to other - maybe more interesting - things; and Action - being open to what is being said; as in, not allowing my own opinions to enter the conversation until the speaker has finished and I've taken a breath.
- Standing in line to refill coffee, and turning to the gentleman behind me. Made some light conversation, introduced myself. Discussed the art. Met his wife. Who were they? Very generous patrons of the museum, who had just sponsored (definition: given) a major work of art to the museum, which was hung during our training.
- John Friend calling yesterday morning at 10:45 am (a Saturday, mind you, after weeks of travel and before more weeks of travel), to offer his blessings and some comments for us to remember during this training and as we teach.
- Finding the blue flashlight (a more practical auspicious moment - but, nevertheless, important in the life on one cute 3-year-old).
It will be a shorter day today. 9-4 or 4:30. But, by the time we finish, load the blankets and blocks I brought, and hit the road, it will probably be 5:30 or 6. Driving home tonight - 5 hours or so.
Have a great Sunday,
BEFORE EVERYONE WAKES
Yesterday was llooonnngggg (long). 9-7 again, 1 hour for lunch. The morning went longer than the first two - 5 hours, instead of 3 - which made the afternoon seem short (a good thing). Interestingly, I have been sleeping less than normal (I'm usually a 9:30-4:30 type; this week's been 11-5), but each day I've felt awake; no sleepy moments. The space? The topic? The group? The teacher? A combination of all? The latter, I think.
We began diving into sequencing yesterday. After several of these types of trainings, this clarifies a lot to me and will add to my confidence. I look at those that are new to trainings (or teaching), and think back on how overwhelming all of this can be. Yet it does all begin to make sense, to fall into place -- eventually.
As a group, we ventured into the gallery at the end of the day. Very quiet, so we can talk and laugh a bit without disturbing patrons of the museum. Sundari guided us through the museum, stopping at several pieces and asking volunteers to describe the piece applying the Principles of Alignment. In each piece, as people began to speak, the Principles came alive. It was interesting, also, to hear what some saw that others may not have seen.
I will never walk through a gallery again mindlessly. And, reflecting on the intention and power in the works represented will be a source of inspiration (and themes).
As an Anusara-Inspired® yoga instructor, there was a time when I would, in talking to an established Anusara® teacher, hear "there's a theme in there somewhere". Now I hear myself saying it -- even during casual conversation with my friends and fellow students.
So, the training proceeds. Today will include dinner as a group, and a bit more discussion. The different location, the lack of yoga clothes, not sitting on the floor -- all elements that will add to this training and build our Kula of first-ever Wyoming Teacher Training participants.
If you were wondering about the "blue flashlight", it is found. It was safely hiding under the bed just waiting to be found. I called Jack with the news, asking his Mother (very formally) if I could speak with Jack Berg. She put him on, I shared the finding with him. His response: A squeal of delight, as he told his mother "the blue flashlight, the blue flashlight". I asked him if sending it was o.k. Yes, it is. He will be patient, I think.
People are moving. Time to be a hostess and get my nose out of this computer.
Enjoy your weekend,
FRIDAY MORNING
Yesterday was another good day at the Wildlife Museum (I was mistaken in the name yesterday) of Jackson, Wyoming. 16 of us are enjoying this training with Sundari; hometowns include Jackson, Denver, Riverton, Idaho Falls, Driggs, SLC, St. George, etc. So, a diverse group with varied levels of experience teaching yoga.
I have done several teacher trainings so far. This one is unique because of the venue (the museum) and some of the components. We are doing all the required stuff, but add to that walks through the museum and applying the principles to a particular piece of art or sculpture. And, there's the mirror we each are creating of ourselves.
Lay out 16 pieces of paper, everyone lies down on one and a partner outlines them on the paper. Then, it is our job to reflect on our lives - both teaching and personal, and decorate that mirror. We aren't doing it all at once. We are doing it one day at a time, as new things about ourselves become revealed in the mirror.
My talent is not art. These two components, however, are great teaching tools. One, I am really LOOKING at the art in the museum. And, when I find a piece that speaks to me, I can journal about it, apply yoga principles to the characteristics, etc. -- an interesting way to look at these wonderful pieces.
Two, each day as we go to our 'mirror', I am reminded of what I thought the day before. Then, I can add to it as things - emotions, knowledge, wisdom - are revealed. My lack of artistic talent in drawing is a bit of a hindrance, but my mirror is become more embellished despite that.
So, onward. More teaching, more reading, more study. Long days -- 9-7, with an hour for lunch. Then there's the drive back & forth to Jackson. Oh, and dinner; because, I am NOT cooking.
Enjoy your Friday,
STUDY, LISTEN, TALK, TEACH . . .
So, the training with Sundari is off to a good start. The setting - the Natural History Museum in Jackson Hole - is an amazing place for a training. And, to be in the first-ever Anusara teaching training in Wyoming is an auspicious element.
Yesterday, as we gathered in the afternoon, Sundari received a text from John Friend. He offered greetings and will be offering a blessing for us sometime this week. How special is that? We are all excited to be here and the fact the John is aware of what we're doing makes it a bit more special.
Got to keep this short this morning. Might write more this evening.
Enjoy you day,
CONNECTING TO IDAHO & WYOMING
Going to Jackson today to begin a 5-day training with Sundari. Lots of study this month; but, it feels good and right, and seems like a lot more is making sense in my teaching and my understanding of what I'm trying to convey to students. I also believe it's translating from the study to my classes! So, onward.
I am doubly excited because it means I will spend 5 days in Driggs with 3 other training attendees -- ladies from Polson, MT; St. George, UT; and Salt Lake. Rarely do I have opportunities to just 'hang with the chicks'. The walls of our house will be forever and indelibly etched with the sounds of lively yoga discussion. Fun! Fishing talk, beware!
Getting away from the studio for a while will be a good thing, also (just check back a few posts and you'll understand).
Even my Grandson, Jack, is excited for me to go to Driggs -- he is remembering a blue flashlight that I gave him while he visited us there. That flashlight came out of my car (one of those foot-long, metal ones that I bought once, thi nking it would be a good self-defense tool as I drove cross country many years ago). It's heavy, almost as big as he is, but apparently he loves it and it may have been a source of security for him, as it was for me on that drive. It was forgotten in the hurry to leave the house, probably landed under the bed. He wants it. The lament: "I need it. I need my blue flashlight. I need it. Now, Grandma Leslie, now."
There's a theme here, I'm sure. Themes are foremost on my mind these days; like, create a theme, then how do we take the theme into the class and make it relatable; then, how do we link it to philosophy. Let's see -- blue flashlight & intrinsic goodness, hmmm. How about:
- blue flashlight = security
- security = freedom from fear, anxiety, danger, doubt
- security brings with it a lightheartedness, an ability to see around the pitfalls to the stable ground in front of us (with a flashlight, of course). When we know there is stable ground ahead, that knowledge will give us strength to move forward, trusting in the play of our own supreme nature.
Attitude / Alignment / Action -- Action is fueled by Attitude, and supported by Alignment. But, it all begins with the attitude.
Wow - it's early and the coffee seems to have gone to my head.
Got to walk dogs, then get ready, then throw a few last minute things in the car and hit the road. I'll miss my husband (who is staying home; who can blame him - a house full of women vs. quiet solitude with only dogs, cats, and an occasional encounter with the birds (birds are not his thing, but he will water and feed them, when needed). This is new for him -- usually it's him leaving for 3-5 days; shoe's on the other foot today.
I'll stay in touch,
CONNECTING TO THE WORLD
The Anniversary Celebration turned into a wonderful, intimate evening, as I hoped -- friends, families, fellow yoga practitioners. All gathered and visited, ate, and enjoyed Michael Lucarelli's fine classical guitar renditions. When Michael was finished (as in, his fingers had to be very tired), he invited Isabelle's friend to take over the guitar (I apologize, I remember his first name - Terrance; last name is out of my memory's reach right now.). Fun to hear two very different, yet beautiful styles of bringing the guitar to life for us.
So, all cleaned up and back to being a yoga studio, I'll just go in today to do some more cleaning, paperwork, etc., in preparation for being gone from Tuesday thru Sunday. Driggs, Jackson, Sundari, here I come -- doing Sundari's teacher training; so, it's not really a vacation.
First, tho, I am going to resolve / promise / commit to work on my closet. Yesterday, as I got ready for the Open House, I decided that jeans or yoga clothes wouldn't be appropriate - so, to the closet. What a rude awakening. The selection presented included Summer mixed with Winter, some that fit / some that didn't, when I say 'fit', I mean physically and lifestyle. Rarely, if ever, do I need a piece of clothing that looks like part of a business suit - those pieces belong to another, previous life. Of particular note is the fact that there is way too much in my closet for any one person to own, way too much.
So, now the decision - consignment, donate, discard. First, tho, I have to weed it out (the closet). Make space. Stop hoarding (thank you, Isabelle, for that insight). I do have my work cut out for me.
Perhaps by stating it, by making a public commitment, it will happen.
Hope you have a great Monday,
PARTY DAY
Yesterday, I taught a class using the word, commitment, as the theme. Using words is a fun way for me to teach -- and there are so many of them. Now the challenge -- find the feeling and then apply it through words to the practice. I did it, kind of - this part of teaching Anusara Yoga (adding in language to bring about desired results and feelings) requires lots of practice. I'm still struggling with tying a word like commitment to the Anusara Philosophy of intrinsic goodness and, then, stating it to students -- but, I found a section of the Master Immersion book that may clarify this a bit for me.
So, as prepared as I was yesterday, I had 3 students come in late. Not all at the same time; one, 3 minutes late; one, 4 minutes; one 5+ minutes. I don't get upset by that, but it did affect my theme talk a bit -- as in, I forgot parts (important parts). Need to not let those late arrivals throw me off track like that.
The best part of yesterday's class: being called "yoga mom" by a young man who started his practice with me. I'm his "yoga mom" -- as he explained it, his first exposure to yoga could have gone either way - good or bad. He's giving me credit for a good start. And, he is thriving in the practice -- even as he travels around the country, he is searching out yoga. The best part -- he has learned to be a bit discriminate, exploring different styles, yet coming back to me and Anusara (like a good 'son' should).
Got to get going. Have a great Sunday,
BACK IN THE MIDDLE
This morning things feel lighter. There are still the same issues to deal with, but having told 'you' has lightened the emotional load.
I also was able yesterday, after writing, to do some study (as in yoga study). For some reason, that element of my life brings me back from the edge. Why? (There has to be a theme in here!)
Perhaps a theme using the word 'resolute' (having or showing a fixed, firm purpose; determined; resolved; unwavering). I just went to yourdictionary.com, looked up resolute and followed a trail of words. Came to the word 'consistent', for which the first definition was 'holding together; firm'.
When I examine my yoga life, I see that it has a significant dose of 'resolute' in it -- I have a goal, I do not plan to let go of that goal. If I look at the elements of life that are threatening to sidetrack me from that goal (in particular, studio issues), I see the word 'consistent' emerge -- as in, hold it together. Stressful? Yes. Purposeful? Yes. Worth the effort? Double Yes.
My class last night - Yoga Specific (for which the theme was "discipline leads to freedom") engaged a small, but mighty group. All but one arrived with a physical issue that affected the direction the class would take -- shoulders, wrists, fibromyalgia. But all did everything I asked, giving it their best shot working with their obstacles in a disciplined manner (discipline here meaning self-control, orderly, coupled with the synonym, moderation). And, I loved what teaching that group asked of me -- to be flexible, to change up my sequence a bit to allow for the issues presented, to be compassionate, to be a cheerleader. So much different than standing at the front or side of the room, issuing instructions. That class was - to me - really teaching yoga.
Today - Gentle Yoga, then who knows what will happen - always an adventure at The Yoga Center of SLC.
TGIF,
THE STRAW . . .
- It began with the road construction around the studio. All the businesses in my little strip mall are suffering -- at least (according to the landlord), I'm paying the rent pretty much on time.
- Then the Department of Workforce reared their head, inquiring about the independent contractor status of yoga instructors, and targeting my studio as their 'test' case(?). Lots of time spent dealing with that and I thought it was somewhat resolved.
- Throw in a few instructor changes and that adds some spice to the mix.
- Then, the housekeeper - who I had to let go because it just didn't make economic sense. I'm cleaning the studio now.
- Almost forgot the furnace -- to be replaced & my rent will increase nominally (the landlord is cognizant of economic issues, thank goodness).
- Back to Workforce issues -- they would now like to investigate additional instructors who've taught for me in subsequent years. Initially, they asked just to bill me for those -- no way, if they want money, they are going to have to work for it. So, I can look for questionnaires to everyone, responses, appeal letter, appeal, etc.
Speaking of themes, I've been working with them a lot lately -- as in studying the process for development of a theme for an Anusara® class. This study has clarified the difference between
- Personal to Universal - develop a theme from my personal experience, something that I've done or experienced (could be as simple as something my dogs did during the day). Then, the next step is to make it relatable (can my students understand and see similar things/issues in their lives). There's a couple other key pieces and parts; but, basically it's taking something from my life as a theme.
- Universal to Personal - develop a theme from a yogic principle, a story, a quote, even from a word. Then make that relatable as I did #1.
So, it's Thursday -- I'll go to Wayne's class (he's been on vacation, so - welcome him home), then got to pick up the snowblower (which we've taken pro-active measures to make sure it's ready for winter), then Costco for some studio supplies, I teach at 4pm (YogaHour), and again at 5:45 (Yoga Specific). My topic for tonight's Yoga Specific class: discipline (remember Universal to Personal?).
Each Thursday evening is a different topic - tonight's "Discipline Leads to Freedom". I am hoping for a good turn out, but I worry that, based on comments I've heard, people are thinking of "discipline" as a negative - as in holding poses longer, working in a more 'bootcamp' manner. Not so. Discipline also means 'training that develops self-control, character, or orderliness and efficiency'.
So, my thought for this class, practicing with discipline will develop more attention to detail in our practice -- leading to more freedom in our practice.
The studio will host an Open House this Sunday evening, 6:30-8:30pm. Celebrating our anniversary. All reading this from our area are invited. We'd love to see you!
Enjoy your day,
NOW A NEW FURNACE . . .
The day went sort of like the previous 6-8 weeks have gone -- almost every day has presented a challenge - some big, some small. Yesterday's, the news that the studio will need a new furnace. Not necessarily a bad thing since the old one runs like a truck. Instructors must raise their voices several decibel levels when it does kick on. Then it warms up, gets too warm, we turn it down and it takes about 15 minutes to shut itself off. So, not the ideal situation.
However, replacing it this weekend (as the landlord proposes), is not ideal either. Furnace replacement is not necessarily a silent activity. I remember - from home experience - that there's lots of clanging, lots of moving around, lots of equipment going out and coming in, doors opening, doors closing.
Yoga classes, even yoga classes that have gotten used to the constant noise and vibration of road construction outside, will NOT be optimal (see definition of optimal: most favorable or desirable).
Then, there's the fact that I've planned an Open House to celebrate the studio's anniversary this Sunday from 6:30 to 8:30 pm. Invited all students, posted fliers, invited friends and family, and encouraged instructors to do likewise. Michael, who created our video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXRVGQxQX-w), will be playing his guitar during this event. Would the furnace work be done? Or, would we be listening to wonderful guitar over the clang, bang, etc., of furnace installation?
Now, we get to the cost -- my landlord has graciously told me that I must pay for the furnace ('it's in my lease'). Interestingly, I've never signed a lease. I also don't think that replacing a furnace is my responsibility. They've suggested a modest increase in rent to cover paying for it. Reasonable. But, if I move or - heaven forbid - go out of business, do I still owe them for the balance of the furnace? You must think about that if you are going to be paying $20 or $25 each month to pay off a debt of thousands. (I just did the math -- on a debt of $2,000, it would take 6+ years to pay off; will I still own or want to be owning a studio that long?)
I've been hearing a friend talk about 'spanda' - the vibratory pulsation of everyone and everything, according to Anusara Philosophy - the good and the bad pieces and parts of our lives. Spanda originates from the divine, the source, which most of us believe is fundamentally good. When we know that the good and the not-so-good pulsations of life happen from a good source, I have faith that the not-so-good will swing the other way -- it just has to (those last 4 words are my adaptation). Pretty heady stuff.
My old philosophy -- this too shall pass. Still works (and lines up with spanda).
Enjoy your Tuesday,
PUSHING MYSELF ...
Saturday afternoon I went to the practice at Kula Studio (also their 3rd anniversary celebration). It was fun and it was pushing myself out of my comfort zone. I haven't done that in a month (since John's workshop in Park City), and I think this practice might have been a bit more challenging - as in, smaller group, more detail, and greater focus.
I rarely do (or even attempt to do) some of the poses done on Saturday. I also saw at least one that I'd never seen before. So, the question -- where do I even start? I start by staying focused, doing what I can, and creating a vision of the pose for myself.
Interestingly, as I reflect on my practice, I know I've made 'gentle' progress. As in, 'gradual'. Moving forward by imperceptible steps. Some poses, never before available to me, were at least moving into the 'grasp' range. Why? I tell students this will happen -- their bodies will change, and become stronger and more accepting of these more challenging movements. I tell the truth!
So, this week is pretty regular -- as in teach, do studio stuff, and get ready to be in Driggs for the next week. I'm going up with a yoga friend, meeting a few others up there, and we all are participating in Sundari's week-long teacher training in Jackson. My husband will stay home with the dogs -- I used to worry about meals, etc. for him when I left for these trainings. But, over the years, I've discovered that he's very capable of taking care of himself. (I think there's an analogy in there -- I sometimes don't give my students enough credit for their knowledge and skill. That makes my classes less-than-challenging for them. Got to remember that.)
First task - clean the studio. Ahhh, the pleasures and glamour of owning a yoga studio.
Enjoy your week,
STEPPIN' IT UP
Thought I'd have to skip blogging today due to an early private. Wrong -- checked messages and found that the couple who had scheduled are not going to make it. So, more time -- time to blog, time to get ready, time to get a bit more housework done.
That leaves the 9 am, Level 1, class this morning to plan for. Yes, plan for. I have been doing a lot of work on that part of my teaching this week. Hopefully, the planning will be easier because of that, as in not requiring quite as much time as normal.
My week was consumed by stuff that I can't even remember right now. Of note, my Friday a.m. Gentle Yoga class changed start times, at the request of the Wednesday students. So, we start a bit later now -- 10 am, instead of 9:30 am. Result? A couple more people, which always adds to the energy, even in a Gentle class.
I checked the definition of the word 'gentle' yesterday (http://www.yourdictionary.com/). Everything written seemed pretty 'milk-toast', until I reached the last point of the definition - "gradually increasing, as in 'gentle slope'". Then I looked up 'gradual' - "taking place by almost imperceptible steps or degrees; developing little by little, not sharply or suddenly".
Just the definition of those two words gave me material for this group, known to utter "gentle my _ _ _ (backside)" during some poses. Gentle doesn't mean lying around. For my group it means just as the definitions told me - gradually moving in almost imperceptible steps, little by little, step by step. For these students -- all dealing with an injury, or recovering from surgery, or just getting back into movement -- this is just what they need. They must progress, but to take them too quickly into places that create anxiety and fear, is counterproductive.
So, yesterday, we worked on the legs. As we worked on the legs, we started to feel movement in the back -- just from the legs. So, almost imperceptibly, they got a bit of back work, without the fear/anxiety that sometimes accompanies movement in the back for many of these students; those with other issues, also got some good leg and back work.
Later today, I'll go to the practice at Kula Studio -- see if I remember anything from my 'marathon weekend' of a few weeks ago.
Now I need to go get ready.
Have a great day & weekend,
Ahhh, FACEBOOK
If you follow this blog, and are on Facebook, check out "Anusara Yoga in Utah". New group to communicate to and promote the local Anusara community.
I even invited John Friend to join. He hasn't accepted yet, BUT he did respond -- acknowledging it as a good idea and asking how it's going. Wow! When you see his name pop up on your e-mail, it's pretty exciting!
My mornings are pretty much devoted to this computer. Up early, make coffee, log on, and even have a specific order of how I log in to various sites, including my e-mail. Not that I'm compulsive, or anything. I guess I just like routine.
I've been busy teaching and promoting the studio the last couple of days. Tuesday - lunch marketing gig at a local company (had to spend the early part of the morning pulling materials together for that), then pilates (again!), then to the studio to teach YogaHour, then home. Took a walk up Neff's Canyon with Howard and our dogs -- nice, crisp, Fall evening.
Wednesday - after computer, a bit of housework; to studio to teach Gentle Yoga; home for a quick lunch; then to the Jail to teach. I decided to take this group to parvritta trichonasana, as I've been doing with others lately. Wouldn't you know that Jane had introduced the pose the week before! There goes that energetics stuff again. It was fun, tho, and they REALLY know that pose, now. They're also hooked on bakasana (sp?) - crow - so, we spent a bit of time refining that.
Today, I am taking a yoga class, then a routine appointment with a dermatologist, and - hopefully - I'll get to the studio in time for 4 pm YogaHour. I say hopefully, because doctors' appointments are never a time-dependable endeavor.
I will teach "Yoga Specific" tonight at 5:45 -- focus on Anusara® Yoga tonight.
Enjoy your Thursday,
NOTES . . .
Yesterday was pretty busy -- the day started innocently enough, that is until I listened to phone messages at 8 am and was reminded that I had a dentist appointment at 8:30 am.
This was for a crown 'installation', so it was not to be missed. Rarely do I move this quickly when getting ready -- shower, dress, make-up, hair & in the car by 8:16 am. Then the drive -- stoplights were with me until I got to the University area, then they all plotted against me, I'm sure. Made it to the dentist at 8:38. Of course, they were waiting and whisked me back. Within 45 minutes, crown was 'installed' and I was out the door. Whew!
From there, it was on to Pilates with Cindy. She invited me to a class, rather than doing a private with her. Interesting how the energy shifts when you are in a group of students, as opposed to being the only one in the room. You find yourself a bit more challenged and a bit more willing to do the more challenging stuff. Could that be a bit of competitiveness? Whatever it was, it was fun.
On to the studio. A brief discussion with Mary after her class, about studio stuff & workforce stuff. She is such a good 'sounding board' for me -- everyone needs someone like that in their life.
Once Mary left, it was on to paperwork and studio stuff. We've had road construction on all sides of the studio since April. It didn't affect us in May, June or July; but, August - coupled with back to school activities and last-minute vacations - was a disaster. I am now digging out of that hole. As a result, instructors and I met. We've made some adjustments in prices, which students will begin experiencing today. Don't panic students -- these aren't huge; just in line with the rest of the area. It was time.
Which brings me to marketing. Interesting that we are in business but reluctant to market ourselves (here I'm speaking of instructors, not the studio). The studio is marketing some, but there isn't a ton of money for that effort right now. It is important that the instructors market themselves. This can be as simple as sending an e-mail to current and new students - something I'm encouraging; we'll see if they embrace or reject my encouragement.
I believe a lot of our success is created by how much our students feel valued by us - as in me (the instructor). If I acknowledge them - both in and out of class, by simply letting people know I am aware they're supporting me, how can that be a bad thing? Any thoughts for or against?
Enjoy your Tuesday,
RAIN, SNOW, HAIL ---
Not too much to report from my Sunday in SLC -- in this house it was a very quiet day. A bit of personal paperwork, a bit of computer work and studying, did go out to buy a new shower fixture (now have to find someone to install it), then lunch and back home. Football season -- not sure how I feel about that. Luckily my husband is not a big football person.
Today, Pilates with Cindy (I do believe this is helping the yoga -- I feel stronger, even though some of the moves make me shake my head and cause me fear!)
Then, time to settle with the State regarding the independent contractor vs. employee debacle. So vague, but I am trying to have each of the instructors do similar to what they say reflects an independent contractor. But, this is not a consistent ruling throughout studios in the valley -- puzzling. There will be $$ to pay, especially since the ruling extends back to 2006 -- just hope they will take small payments!
Well, this is short -- got to get on with the day.
Hope yours goes well,
GOTTA DO THE WORK ...
Even though I don't enjoy the pose, I can see it's potential (even for me). It's a great pose to teach
- the value of muscle energy, especially in the legs,
- the value of side body long (so much easier to get twisted if you have a long spine), and
- the value of listening to yourself (is it wise for me to take that top arm up, or should I just work with the hand on my hip moving shoulder blades more firmly on the back as I open towards the front leg?)
to name a few.
There's also the value, when teaching this pose, of students really experiencing the entry and exit of the pose -- demonstrating that the pose is NOT just about getting to the final expression; it's a journey in and out.
The second class, Yoga Basics, I subbed. Not as many in attendance as usual (don't take it personally, Leslie). Those that were there, tho, were willing and eager to do what I asked. I felt good about it and - based on the after-class discussion - I think they did, as well.
Went up Big Cottonwood canyon to check out the color -- a tradition for us each year. Had lunch at the Silver Fork Lodge, then back home.
It's raining today, with a bit of lightning and thunder.
Enjoy your day,
BUSY WEEK
So, I'll just do a blog of thoughts today -- it's the easiest some days, to just write what bubbles to the surface.
On Monday, I spent time with Sundari helping her pack to move and getting feedback regarding the video I had sent a week or so ago. I am going to switch gears here and just say, that a friend who will look at and critique a video while in the middle of a move is a blessing and a friend, indeed. Now, back to the evaluation.
Her overall thought: I am so much better, I take the seat of the teacher, I stand so much taller (which I was relieved to hear, because one of my first reactions when I watched an early video was "STAND UP STRAIGHTER, LESLIE") -- all good stuff.
One of her suggestions is that I "move in". As she watched, she could see me walking in front, shifting from side to side, and going in to adjust where needed. What she wants to see more of is teachers "moving in". I know what she means, and will try to explain: Often, I stay on the periphery and do the requisite moving from front to side, and adjusting. Her thought -- that I must 'move in' and really interact with the individual students, as well as the group; let them know I care.
So, this week, that has been my mission -- to "move in". It's been fun. I use the story of Sundari's observation, pick out a student well known to me, and really "move in to their space", as I demonstrate to the rest of the class they can expect more of this in the future. Eeks, maybe they won't come back!?! But, I think they will -- if they know I'm doing it for their good, for their best interests.
I subbed for Wayne on Thursday -- some people stayed away; oh well, don't take it personally. Those that came got a good dose of parvritta trichonasana, plus other twists thrown in. As much as I dislike doing that pose (PT), I enjoy teaching it.
Thursday was also the first day of my "YOGA SPECIFIC" class. Thursdays are historically an evening of low attendance at my studio. The instructor who had been teaching returned to school, so I decided to begin a class that focuses on different pieces and parts each week. Hopefully, I thought, I could get other instructors interested and share the teaching (also a dicey experiment, since some students love only their one instructor). Topic for this last Thursday: "Backs - the good, the bad, and the just plain stiff". I taught and six (6) people came -- I emphasize 6, because in the last 6 months there haven't been that many people in this studio on a single Thursday night. Fun class, fun people in attendance, some with glitchy backs, others with o.k. backs.
Friday's a day of teaching, paperwork and cleaning. The teaching is fun; the rest, no comment. It does feel good, tho, when I'm done. Short meeting with a new website guy -- not changing the website, but I need someone who can help when there's a glitch or a new bit of information to put on the site. I think this will work.
Teaching both classes this morning - Anusara-Inspiredâ„¢ Level 1 and Yoga Basics.
Also, CHECK THIS OUT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXRVGQxQX-w. A video of Yoga Center instructors, with background music by Michael Lucarelli.
Have a good weekend,
AN AUSPICIOUS OFFERING
As I drove out of my driveway in Idaho yesterday morning, to begin the drive home, I paused to look at our owl. This owl has been swooping over the roof at dusk each recent evening and spending the night in one of our aspens. I just discovered this, as I was leaving yesterday. Had seen the 'swooping', hadn't seen evidence of the overnight stays. Tried to take a pic with my phone, couldn't get it to work, almost gave up.
That is, UNTIL I took a closer look and noticed TWO OWLS sitting in the same tree watching me. Wow -- worth getting the 'real' camera out and saving this moment.
Two Owls in this photo -- just look for the 'blobs'.
My drive home was uneventful, except for the guy that drifted into my lane on a two-lane highway crossing the Snake River - a bit of an adrenaline rush. Fortunately he found his way back to his own side of the road before disaster could strike. Thank you, owls (or whoever).
Back in SLC, took a brief rest, then went to Pilates, then to the studio to teach my 4 pm YogaHour class. What fun -- 7 students! That's something of a record for this time slot at this studio. It was fun, I was a bit on fire after the long drive, and I think my teaching reflected it. For a watery-type person, I can still build a bit of a fire when needed.
While with Sundari over the weekend, I did get a review on my video between packing and running errands (she's moving - just from one house to another, same town). Let's just say I'm not sending my application in yet, but I feel so much better about my teaching after that review! And, she was kind enough to do it while under the gun to move. Thank you, friend.
Have a great day. It's raining here. Supposed to be cold, but it's still a bit warmer that we expected.
MULTIPLE COMMENTS
Mental note to self on blog writing -- keep it simple (just like our teaching, per John Friend).
I am looking out at the most glorious view of the Tetons as I write this entry, sipping a cup of coffee (why does coffee always taste best here?), and planning my morning. Just finished talking with Howard (my husband) who is in Salt Lake. He had been up here, but drove back yesterday. Since I didn't drive up til Saturday, I'm taking an extra couple days to enjoy.
Sounds like weather will be moving in tomorrow - as in, cold, windy and snowy(!?!). I'll be headed home.
Will walk the dogs, clean up a bit, then meeting with Sundari at her place. She's moving, so I hope I can be of some help and then we'll grab a bite of lunch.
Back to blankets -- notice how your car runs better after it gets washed? Well, my teaching on Saturday was fun, energetic, and inspired (if I do say so myself). I think it was the fact that I had cleaned the studio the afternoon before and the blankets were clean. Guess they were weighing heavy on my mind. Fun class -- we just did basic Level 1 movement. Hyperextending knees, minor hamstring pulls were in attendance. Did have a 13-year-old in attendance -- she had taken dance in her past, so was incredibly disciplined. I had a great time! I think they did too.
Enjoy your week,
CLEANING . . .
I am not complaining about anything in the first paragraph; because, even with the work of moving towards Certification, it still is rewarding and fun.
That is, however, until you find yourself scrubbing the toilets/sinks/floor, washing blankets, straightening props, vacuuming (or sweeping). Hard to keep the eye on the goal during these moments. I think I mentioned a meditative approach yesterday.
My task yesterday was to clean the studio, teach my class, do the blankets. During the morning, I got a "HELP!" call from a fellow instructor, needing a sub. So, between teaching & cleaning at my own studio, I drove to a corporate location and taught a class for her. Fun & nice group of people. Very pampered -- great fitness facility. Back to the task at hand.
At the studio, I got the blankets loaded (36 blankets takes about 4-5 trips to safely make it up and down the stairs and into the car), found my stash of quarters, grabbed soap and softener, and off to the laundromat. Once there - another 4 trips to carry the load in and distribute it among the "super-duper, extra heavy duty washers", insert quarters (did I have enough? -- once I cashed in my $10 bill, I did). Then wait -- walk to the bank for more $$$ for the dryers, grab a sandwich, scarf down half of the sandwich, and back to the laundromat.
The washers had finished. Now, into the dryers (which weren't heavy duty) and would effectively hold 4-5 blankets each. Luckily it was a quiet day at the laundromat I chose - lots of "dryer availability". Load 'em up, insert quarters, wait. (Forgot to bring a book, darn! So, I watched activity around and in the laundromat.) Time ended, not quite dry, more quarters, more waiting.
Finally, done -- folding hot blankets is HOT work. I was sweating as I tried to remain meditative. Decided that the meditative part might have to happen next time.
So much for the laundromat saga -- why write this? Because I have to tell someone, and my husband just looks too distracted as I tell him -- therefore you're my captive audience. That is, if you made it past the first or second paragraph.
I asked a new student the other day (one who is participating in a local teacher training) about her training. All the while, I wondered: "why do all these people want to be yoga teachers?" I'm sure they would have lots of great, dharmic reasons to give you. None of those would include "so I can wash blankets". I'll let them find that out themselves -- but, remember, if you desire to own a studio -- remember my blanket washing saga, and find a willing volunteer.
I do love teaching and practicing yoga, it's the blankets that get me.
That's my story and I'm sticking to it! (Thanks, Cindy, for the line; and - by the way - my triceps hurt like heck. See you Tuesday for more.)
Enjoy your weekend,